Thu
Aug
13
Convo with My Inner-Self
- 5: 49 and I'm just up...
- Me: Is it any wonder you're such an enigma?
- ME: What do you mean?
- Me: You can't figure yourself out at times
- ME: Yeah, so? That's normal for anybody... live and learn
- Me: That's the same sh*t that makes people wonder about you
- ME: What do you want from me, I'm still growing
- Me: Open up to those you care for
- ME: I have, in some cases more than I could ever expect to
- Me: What, you mean through the poems and making a declaration of love?
- ME: Wait, are we talking about one particular situation or one particular person?
- Me: Not really but, is she not on your mind now?
- ME: Yeah but that's a frequent occurrence, that's love
- Me: Even this situation... don't you think she can tell there's more on your mind at times?
- ME: OK, the sun is up can we cut this short?
- Me: Sure but, you know this will still be on mind... won't it?
- ME: So wtf do you want???
- ME: I give all of me that I can, besides, there's nothing being hidden
- Me: How about explaining yourself... give clarification maybe
- Me: You can dig deeper
- ME: That's not what I do
- Me: Cool then let insomnia kick in and get used to it
- Me: Guess you really are the most overly confident insecure person that you'll come across
- ME: ...
- ME: Maybe you're the real issue... the reason I'm so analytical about everything
- Me: It's possible that's true but, this has been you for 27 years
